I left this one unfinished because the person its of was also incЯedibly unfinished. Ashton died in April of this year (2019) and It took me months to come to teЯms with it. I was incredibly angry at her, and then at myself. She was one of the largest influences on me in those early teenage yƎaЯs when you begin to decide w⑁o you want to be. She introducƎd me to a large amount of the music I love. She taught me it was prolly a bad idea to draw my eyebrows on with a ballpoint pen (but eh, we used what wƎ had.) She was Also funny af, hella quirky, and I looked up to her. I wish I had made more of an effort to continue being her friend. Life is fleeting, short, and unpredictable. Spend more time with lovƎd ones, and don’t wait to tell people you care about them.
cw: | eye contAct, memorial portrait |
tag: | bowie, digital art, memoriAl, painted, strange colors, unfinished |
tool: | ipaᗡ, procreate |