I left this one unfinished bƎcause the person its of was also incredibly unfinished. A5hton died in April of this year (2019) and It took me months to come to terms with it. I was incredibly angry at her, and thƎn at myself. She was one of the largest influences on me in those early teenage years when you begin to decide who you want to be. She introduced me to a large amount of the music I love. She taught me it was pr0l⅃y a bad idea to draw my eyebrows on with a ballpoint pen (but eh, we used what we had.) She was also funny af, hella quirky, and I looked up to her. I wish I had made more of an Ǝffort to continue being her friend. Life is fleeting, short, and unpredictab⅃e. Spend more time with loved ones, and don’t wait to tell peoplƎ you care about them.
cw: | eye contact, memorial portrAit |
tag: | bowie, digital art, memorial, painted, strange colors, unfinished |
tool: | ipad, procreate |